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So strange.. [Nov. 29th, 2009|05:30 pm]
Renegade Necrophile Princess
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I like to consider myself to be...confident. I have a high level of self esteem, and generally consider myself capable of anything I want, provided I can work up the urge to get my ass off of my couch and accomplish something. But bypassing my ego, and my narsicism, and beyond all the arrogance that I display to people around me, I'm realistic.

I know that there has to be limitations to my.. amazingness. I understand that despite what I might want, I'm merely human, and thusly a creature of flaws, despite the fact that I would hardly admit such to anyone's face.

I've begun to doubt myself. Not in a way that's an emo cry for help, or an internet scream for attention.. but in my memory. I've noticed that as I occupy my mind with lists of tasks I must complete, and the overwhelming inflow of knowledge that I am sucking from textbooks, my capability to remember things has gone by the wayside.

Now, that's not to suggest that I forget important things, like where I live, or how many hookers I have tied up in the basement, but more like things like: yesterday was my father's 60th birthday. Or that I should have made reservations for equipment for a presentation.

I find it interesting that things I would not normally 'misplace' on my priority list somehow seem to fall off while I'm not looking, simply because I have so much other crap to worry about.

Don't worry. After I woke up in a cold sweat, I called my Father and informed him that I am the worst daughter ever. <3

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[User Picture]From: pipkin
2009-11-30 11:50 pm (UTC)
So long as you breathe heavily into the phone as well, I'm cool.

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[User Picture]From: kellic
2009-11-30 06:29 pm (UTC)
I would suggest Google calendar or some other calendar that can e-mail you notifications, popups, or SMS's etc.

Getting older I just don't have time to keep all this crap straight. Let tech deal with remembering.
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[User Picture]From: pipkin
2009-11-30 11:51 pm (UTC)
That would suggest I remember to write it down in said calendar.
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[User Picture]From: waster60268
2009-12-01 07:20 am (UTC)
you don't have a basement.
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[User Picture]From: pipkin
2009-12-01 02:31 pm (UTC)
That you know of!
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[User Picture]From: amphyx
2010-02-28 06:23 pm (UTC)

you could ask for

Adderall from your dr.
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[User Picture]From: pipkin
2010-02-28 07:02 pm (UTC)

Re: you could ask for

Hiiii sweetie. <3 How are you?!

Also, I'm gonna try and avoid any type of drug use unless I find that I seriously need it.. haha

I'd rather kick myself in the ass, repeatedly.
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